The Field of
Dreams
Tommy Devlin felt the cold March air caress
his face as he pushed open the door of McChuills Bar and stepped out into the
darkening High Street. He’d been on some binges in his life but tonight he was
as drunk as he’d ever been in his life. ‘Want me tae call ye a taxi, Tam?’ He swung around barely able to focus his eyes
on the concerned looking young barman who steadied him with a firm hand on his
arm. ‘Naw Pal,‘ Tam drawled, ‘Am walking the night,’ He turned and
staggered towards Glasgow cross waving his hand to the barman ‘Catch ye!’ He turned left at Glasgow Cross and headed
along the Gallowgate. As he passed the Celtic Bars at the Barras he began to
sing in a drunken, slurred voice…
‘Hail Hail,
the Celts are here, what the hell do we care, what the hell do we care, Hail
Hail, the Celts are here, what the hell do we care now!’
A few friendly faces smiled at him as he
passed. A few more watched him pass with looks which could have been pity.
Tommy had been a hard drinker since he first drank cheap wine in the graveyard
as a 15 year old. In the 20 years since then his life had spiralled downwards.
He was drunk most days and when he wasn’t drunk he was scrounging money to get
drunk. Friends had melted away, even family had started to close their doors to
him. He hadn’t worked in years and his health was deteriorating due his
dependence on alcohol. He had lost any purpose in his life and drifted from one
drinking session to the next. His one solace in life was his love of Celtic but
he had drifted even from that as money got tighter and tickets got more
expensive. He hadn’t been to a game in a long time and he missed it. Sometimes
it was the only thing which kept him going. As he saw the dark shadow of Celtic
Park in the distance, something in Tommy’s drunken head drove him to walk
towards it. The brooding Glasgow sky began to shower cold rain on the deserted
City as Tommy trudged on. He turned off London Road and staggered up a deserted
Kerrydale Street towards the statue of Brother Walfrid. The Irish Priest, cast
in bronze, sat silently watching over his flock as he always had. ‘Aw right Fadder,’ Tommy drawled, ‘You were wan ay the best guys who ever
walked God’s green Earth, helped a lot ay folk but I’ll tell ye this, ye
couldny help me, am past helpin noo.’ As Tommy regarded the silent statue a
noise to his left made him turn. A large truck was easing out of the big double
doors which opened into the stadium at the junction of main stand and the Jock
Stein stand. As it swung past him and headed down Kerrydale Street Tommy
wandered up to the still open doors and looked into the Stadium. All was still
and quiet as he stood in the doorway taking in the view of the stadium in the
dark. The restaurants were all closed and only a few lights illuminated the
dark silent cavern of Celtic Park. Whoever was assigned to close the big doors
was obviously elsewhere so Tommy wandered into the stadium, walked along the
track, opened a small gate and sat in a seat at the front of the Jock Stein
stand. It was for him a strangely spiritual moment sitting in the quiet, empty
stadium. It was like sitting in a
deserted Cathedral. Tommy closed his eyes, a feeling of calm descending over
him. He thought back to earlier times when he came here as a boy with his
father. They had stood at the front of the old Celtic end through good times
and bad and supported their team. But those days were gone thought Tommy, and
so was his Da. ‘I miss ye Da,’ he mumbled to no one in particular as the dark
veil of sleep covered him.
‘Are ye all right son?’ a voice with a hint
of an Irish accent said as Tommy jolted his eyes open. For a long second his
eyes focused as he tried to grasp where he was. He was lying on a grassy
bank in the chill air of a bright but cold morning. He looked at the man who
had woken him from his slumber, ‘Naw Pal, I’m cold, I need tae get hame.’ Tommy
replied. ‘And where might home be young fella?’ the man asked. Tommy’s head was
pounding with the mother of all hangovers, ‘I stay on the Gallowgate, near Abercrombie
Street. ‘Ah, I know it, let me help you up and I’ll walk with you. I’m going
that way myself.’ Tommy stood a little unsteadily and noticed men with shovels
and wheelbarrows working away behind the man. ‘Where am I Pal?’ he asked, ‘What
are they working on?’ He pointed towards the scores of quiet men beavering
away. ‘They’re filling up the holes and old mine workings so the pitch is ready
for the Team to play on.’ Tommy was more awake now and noticed the men were
dressed in different garb from the norm. Even the kindly Irishman who was
speaking to him had a style Tommy hadn’t seen before. He began to wonder where
his drunken wanderings had taken him the night before. ‘What team is that?’
asked Tommy a little mystified. ‘My team son, good lads one and all. Now let’s
get you home.’ They walked past some of stout labourers wheeling earth towards
the uneven ground they were levelling. ‘Morning to ye Father,’ one of them said
to Tommy’s companion. Was he a Priest?
As they passed through a wooden gate in the
fencing that surrounded building site Tommy could see that he somewhere he hadn’t
been before. Chimneys in the distance poured black smoke into the sky and the
houses were a mixture of old cottage type dwellings and black decrepit tenements.
He could smell bleach, acrid smoke and what he thought was sewage. It was not a
pleasant place. Only a few people stirred and Tommy noticed that these people
too were dressed in a strangely old fashioned manner. ‘Where are we?’ Tommy
asked his newfound friend. ‘Glasgow son,’ he replied ‘I thought you’d know that
being a Gallowgate man?’ Tommy looked at his companion, still confused ‘I didn’t
catch your name?’ He smiled at Tommy, ‘You can call me Andrew.’ They walked
along a straight road which seemed to be lined with sooty factories or equally
sooty houses.
A few ragged and barefoot children ran
towards them seemingly oblivious to the chill air or cold puddles. Ignoring
Tommy they took the other man’s hand, ‘Father, me mum’s ill, can ye come?’ said
one in an accent born somewhere in the Donegal hills. ‘Do you mind Tommy?’ he
said, ‘Come with me if you like?’ Tommy nodded and they entered a close and
followed the children into a foul smelling house which was cold and somewhat
musty. The bare floor boards were damp and slippery as Tommy followed his
friend into one of the rooms. There appeared to be a bundle of rags on the
floor in the corner and nothing else in the room. The man knelt by the rags and
began to speak in what Tommy thought was Gaelic. The bundle of rags was in fact
an emaciated woman lying on some old blankets. Her pale face, waxen and weary
stared out from the rags. Her eyes were bright, full of vitality but Tommy
could see that she was very ill. A man’s voice interrupted Tommy thoughts, ‘Tis
the fever that has my Molly,’ the man said. ‘God only knows how I’ll managed if
I lose her.’ Tommy looked at the man, no doubting he had a stout labourer’s
physique but his moist eyes suggested he was greatly concerned about his wife. The
Priest said something in Gaelic and the man and four thin, barefoot children
knelt by the woman as the Priest led them in prayer. He lit a small candle he
had taken from the pocket of his long black coat. From another pocket he produced
a small metal crucifix which he kissed before placing it on the bare floor
beside the candle. Tommy watched as they
blessed themselves and despite misplacing his faith a long time before, felt an
urge to join them. Together in that gloomy, damp room they asked God to spare
the woman’s life. The long forgotten words came back to Tommy as he joined them…
‘Hail Mary
full of grace the Lord is with thee
Blessed art
thou amongst women
And Blessed
is the fruit of thy womb Jesus…’
When they had finished the Priest tactfully gave
the man some coins and told him he would send a friend who was a Doctor to see
her later in the day. ’ He knelt briefly by the woman, ‘I’ll return tonight
Molly. He held her hand gently and smiled, ‘Beidh muid le chéile arís go luath, mo chara’ He nodded at the man and said quietly ‘I’ll return later Joseph.’
He asked Tommy to pick up his small metal cross from the floor and as Tommy did
so, he locked eyes with the woman lying on the floor. She mumbled quietly to
him, ‘Muinín sa Dia.’ Tommy smiled at her, unsure of what she had said. ‘You rest now, it’ll
be alright.’
Tommy followed the Priest out the
door. As they left the close he mumbled to Tommy, ‘If the fever’s back then God
help us all.’ Tommy was utterly confused, ‘Father…Andrew, what’s going on here?
Why are people living in this squalor?’ The Priest turned and regarded him. ‘Because
no one cares Son, they’ve forgotten that we’re all brothers.’ Tommy replied ‘But
you care don’t you?’ The Priest nodded, ‘I’m their Pastor, of course I care but
we are few and there is so much need.’ As they stood in the dirty, damp street
Tommy heard the clip clop of horses’ hooves and turned to see a large tram like
vehicle being pulled up the street by two big shire horses. On the front of the
tram was the destination board, it read ‘Parkhead.’ His head swam, ‘Where am I?’ he asked ‘What’s
going on?’ The Priest regarded him with a patient smile. ‘You’re in the East of
Glasgow young fella. My you’re a strange one!’ Tommy felt something click into
place, a piece of the puzzle made the picture clearer. ‘Father, do you have
another name that you’re known as in these parts?’ The Priest looked at him with a
patient smile. ‘Yes Tommy, my name is Andrew Kerins but many call me by my
chosen name in the order.’ Tommy knew what was coming but asked anyway, ‘What
would that be?’ The Priest locked eyes with him, ‘Why Brother Walfrid of
course.’ Tommy’s mind whirled, it all made sense now; the men working on the
pitch, the strange clothes and the appalling squalor. Tommy felt as if he was
going to faint. He felt something cold and metallic in his hand, ‘Father, I still have your cross.’ He held it out to the
Priest but before Walfrid could take it Tommy felt his head swirl, his eyes close as darkness took him.
Tommy Devlin jolted out of his dream. He opened his
eyes and looked around him. It was daylight and the sun slanted onto the big
north stand of Celtic Park. It seemed to illuminate the huge white letters
emblazoning the word ‘CELTIC’ onto the bright emerald seats. ‘Walfrid, we made it,’ he
cried out, his words echoing around the empty stadium, ‘Your people made it.
Your team made it too.’ A groundsman working on the pitch at the halfway line
turned startled to regard the man shouting in the empty stadium. ‘Here Pal,
what are you doing here?’ He called. He
walked towards Tommy ‘How did you get in here Pal, the place is locked up?’
Tommy smiled and stood on rather shaky legs. ‘It should never be locked up
mate, it belongs to us all.’ The man
sensed Tommy wasn’t a threat but more likely a sobering up drunk and relaxed, ‘I’ll
let you out the side door buddy. Don’t forget yer cross.’ He pointed at the
seat beside Tommy on which lay a small metal crucifix. Tommy’s eyes widened as
he reached for it. ‘Aye,’ he replied, ‘It belongs to a good friend.’ As Tommy
left the stadium the groundsman smiled, ‘I’d go easy on the drink son, gets you
into all sorts of scrapes.’ Tommy looked at him and nodded. ‘I’m done with it
pal. It won’t pass my lips again.’ He had said those words before but this time
he meant it.
As Tommy walked towards the statue of Brother
Walfrid in the early morning sunshine, he saw a grey haired man and a child of
five or six. The Grandfather was
pointing to the statue and telling the boy about the deeds of a good man who
had wanted to help the poor and had started a football team to raise money for
them. Tommy waited until they had finished and moved on to the statue of Jock
Stein. He walked over to the statue of Walfrid. ‘I think this is yours Andrew,’
he said, taking the small metal crucifix from his pocket. Resting his foot on
the marble plinth he pulled himself up and placed the small cross on the lap of
the statue. ‘We were forgetting again weren’t we?’ he said to the still figure
of the gently smiling statue. ‘Forgetting we’re all brothers. Well I won’t
forget and I won’t let Celtic forget either.’ Tommy turned and headed down Kerrydale Street.
He had found his purpose. Brother Walfrid’s work isn’t finished, there was much
to do.